Well, not really trauma but some kind of, "hey, can I have a break? , could this be tomorrow? " But cannot, it has to be done right then, right at that time and day! What the __ ! Okay, forget it! I have to do it or I'll be running out of time. Seems like if i will not do this now, I can start it anytime then after ward but it would end the next year no matter! So I have to do it, no choice! Unless if I cannot move, as in paralyze (God forbid!), idle, or dead (God forbid!). Well, that much harsh but it all goes at that word anyway. Yes, what has to be done, has to be done. So, I have to do it.
Yesterday, I was juggling of thinking what to eat, vomiting at times, a little nauseous, but I have to do the making of the beds (I made our couch my second bed), washing dishes and washing clothes (though it is not that hard since it is to go with washer and dryer, yet still I had five loads and I have to do it slowly by slowly at downstairs, yes as in up and down.), and oops some online task have to finish. Gosh, you may think it is just easy but not. Still, I managed it. Thank you Lord. Though I had body ache, still thankful for some exercise too though I think it's too much exercise. Ha! (am not complaining though)
Well, life is like that. We have to work in order to live, right? So right on! We need to have courage to survive. ;-)